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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I THINK I AM NOT GONNA TRANSFER COURSE ALREADY. 
Firstly, the VC lecturer replied me in mail saying that the course is really really full. 
So, i didn't even get to see the lecturer actually. 
Secondly, my mum keep telling me nicely not to change. 
I don't wish to make her sad anymore? & since she talked to me nicely that she don't want me to change. She ask me just tolerate 2 years properly. 
Thirdly, i somehow sometimes still feel like i don't wna leave MGBD cause of classmates. 
Fourth, I got no other choices besides VC. As in, none of other design courses is what i like and almost all cut off point is not my results can go in one. Is like, Even if i get out of MGBD, i still will be in other courses which i won't really like. Isn't it the same afterall. 
I got no choice at all.. Who ask me to score so badly for my Olevels in the past. Sigh.
Lastly? I don't know. Maybe God says i am fated to be in MGBD. 
Let that be then, since i prayed so hard and this is still what i get. 
Maybe it's really.. Fated. 

I'm happy that my sec sch art teacher actually still care for me. 
When i return to sec sch to ask for my art works, she was extremely angry. 
My works are stapled in the canvas there and pin up in the glass thingy outside art room. 
She said it's so last minute. She scolded me. 
What's worst is she said, ''You're still as selfish as ever, you never changed at all.''
I was so bloody sad that time ): Is like, is this what i want? i don't want things to turn out this way too. I know how to think, i have brains. 
But then, when i return back to nyp, she suddenly texted me saying,
''All the best, just don't give me last minute next time.''
Mdm fazelah still cares for people actually :/ I thought she was alrdy fuming hot at me ):
I was shocked at that time that she texted me that.
After that, i texted her just now telling her i cannot change course. 
Then she replied, 
''Yes it's okay to have yr works, its yours. Just do well in whatever you're doing now, you're talented but at times must listen la.. ''

So i skipped typo ytd, skipped today's modern pop culture just because of going back school. 
SIGH. WTF. 
Goodluck to me for the rest of my MGBD life :) :/



COME ON PEOPLE PUH LEASE MAKE ME LIKE MGBD EVEN MORE. 
COME ON BRAIN WASH ME~