Friday, May 15, 2009
Cca comm meeting just now at mac.
Before that was having mr steve's AE lesson.
Mood totally ruined.
I felt like crying loh seriously :/
I was listening to what mr steve was talking but i couldn't catch what he's showing.
I copied down what he said but i guess i was just copying for the sake of it.
Ended up, i don't know how to do a single thing.
Even my friends who don't listen in class can do some of the steps their own.
Which is like, maybe common sense one? But not me.
I don't know, i am totally like a idiot blockhead.
When my another classmate told my another classmate that didn't you pay attention?
I was thinking in my heart that, i did hear what he's saying but i catch no ball.
Does it mean that i don't pay attention too?
Frigging down loh that time.
Make me like having a black face when i was having cca meeting. -.-
Cause my mood was spoilt.
Then i went to the toilet, think and think.
I don't feel like doing my animatics alrdy.
Why can't i have a positive mindset?
But. I don't wna dissapoint ms sherlyn.
I know in class, nobody wil be there keep helping you.
Like me, i know i am annoying sometimes cause i keep asking friend's question.
Like almost every single step. Fuke. I know they do get annoyed by me too and don't wna tell me. I pissed some of my friends of before cause i was just too slow.
Many times i felt like giving up.. but.
Contradictions.
(sigh)