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Friday, May 15, 2009

Cca comm meeting just now at mac. 
Before that was having mr steve's AE lesson. 
Mood totally ruined. 
I felt like crying loh seriously :/ 
I was listening to what mr steve was talking but i couldn't catch what he's showing. 
I copied down what he said but i guess i was just copying for the sake of it. 
Ended up, i don't know how to do a single thing.
Even my friends who don't listen in class can do some of the steps their own. 
Which is like, maybe common sense one? But not me.
I don't know, i am totally like a idiot blockhead. 
When my another classmate told my another classmate that didn't you pay attention?
I was thinking in my heart that, i did hear what he's saying but i catch no ball.
Does it mean that i don't pay attention too?
Frigging down loh that time. 
Make me like having a black face when i was having cca meeting. -.-
Cause my mood was spoilt. 
Then i went to the toilet, think and think.
I don't feel like doing my animatics alrdy.
Why can't i have a positive mindset? 
But. I don't wna dissapoint ms sherlyn.
I know in class, nobody wil be there keep helping you.
Like me, i know i am annoying sometimes cause i keep asking friend's question.
Like almost every single step. Fuke. I know they do get annoyed by me too and don't wna tell me. I pissed some of my friends of before cause i was just too slow. 
Many times i felt like giving up.. but. 

Contradictions. 
(sigh)