Everyone is dissapointed in me now.

Right now, i feel so useless.

I don't know what else can i do now.

Each time i tell myself this will be the last time i am giving up, i felt that bit of... inside. 

All of 'em ask me to think carefully, do just a simple one.

Think again, if i do a simple one it just means i am not even putting in any effort. 

I will be just doing with the ANYHOW DO MOOD. 

And with that, you ask me to present with that?! 

Mr YT will sure cirtisize me like fuck. 

He said before, if you anyhow do yr work or keynote might as well we don't do/ present.

See? Understand? That's is why, partially.

I myself, always feel if i am not happy with the work i am doing and if i anyhow do, what's the use of presenting? I am presenting something that will throw my own face. 

I know, alot of people will sure be thinking, 

WHAT IF I AM FOREVER NOT HAPPY WITH MY WORK? THEN, FOREVER WON'T PRESENT?

I know. 

I .. am lost too.

I also don't know what to say about myself now. 

I know i am useless, i know i am. 

I AM, i just admit. I admit now. 

Why can't i do something i like? 

Can't i? Why am i doing something i don't like? 

I am stucked, i know i am stucked and i have no choice. 

Why do i feel like i am in the middle of nowhere and nobody wants to care about me anymore?

Why do i keep feeling like i'm alone now when i am actually not? 

When do i feel like nobody wants to help me anymore when actually there's still someone?

I don't know, i really don't know. 

How. How. How. 

Feels like living in hell now. 

I don't feel like talking at all. 

): 

Everyone is dissapointed in me now.

Right now, i feel so useless.

I don't know what else can i do now.

Each time i tell myself this will be the last time i am giving up, i felt that bit of... inside. 

All of 'em ask me to think carefully, do just a simple one.

Think again, if i do a simple one it just means i am not even putting in any effort. 

I will be just doing with the ANYHOW DO MOOD. 

And with that, you ask me to present with that?! 

Mr YT will sure cirtisize me like fuck. 

He said before, if you anyhow do yr work or keynote might as well we don't do/ present.

See? Understand? That's is why, partially.

I myself, always feel if i am not happy with the work i am doing and if i anyhow do, what's the use of presenting? I am presenting something that will throw my own face. 

I know, alot of people will sure be thinking, 

WHAT IF I AM FOREVER NOT HAPPY WITH MY WORK? THEN, FOREVER WON'T PRESENT?

I know. 

I .. am lost too.

I also don't know what to say about myself now. 

I know i am useless, i know i am. 

I AM, i just admit. I admit now. 

Why can't i do something i like? 

Can't i? Why am i doing something i don't like? 

I am stucked, i know i am stucked and i have no choice. 

Why do i feel like i am in the middle of nowhere and nobody wants to care about me anymore?

Why do i keep feeling like i'm alone now when i am actually not? 

When do i feel like nobody wants to help me anymore when actually there's still someone?

I don't know, i really don't know. 

How. How. How. 

Feels like living in hell now. 

I don't feel like talking at all. 

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