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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Went to see doctor today. 
Didn't went church today cause i was still feeling sick. 
Anyway these few days, i feel like i am dying.
That day when my whole body felt numb, i was like really thinking,
Shit, i cannot move, why what happen, am i dying? My life just stop here like this? 
I know i am crazy. I know i sound ridiculous. I KNOW. 
BUT, That was really what came into my mind AT THAT TIME. 
I really couldn't move at all at that time. 
& i forced myself to sit up, suddenly i just sit up & that feeling is like..
You are drowned and someone just save you up.

I feel like crying .......

I remember when i stayed at CCK, there's a few times too...
But that was when my face facing at my pillow. 
And i couldn't turn around and breathe. Just couldn't move.
But now a few days ago, that was worst. 
I really got that feeling like i am on the verge of dying. 
Stupid, i know....